BEING PLANTED

BEING PLANTED

It has all turned out to be the inspiration for a new struggle, new learning, new goals, new losses, new wins, more thought, more dreams.  Hindsigh...
MY PLEDGE

MY PLEDGE

I have so many conditioned dislikes.  I really suffer from these spontaneous hates, its like I'm possessed by a fucking narcissist. For years I hav...
DEDICATED

DEDICATED

My life is dedicated to showing people what they think is impossible can be made possible.  I have a lot of anger in the shape of extreme violence ...
THE SOUL BOOK

THE SOUL BOOK

So we just dropped our 'Soul' book on our webstore (FEEL FREE TO CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW TO PURCHASE): Our 'SOUL' book, written by Johnny B.A.N...
I NEVER OVER SHOOT

I NEVER OVER SHOOT

Why do I find it easy to pick apart and eventually beat strong physical guys? All power with no work on suspension and brakes nullifies your abilit...
I LOVE ALL MY ELEMENTS

I LOVE ALL MY ELEMENTS

I love all my elements, the angry, the happy, the depressed, the horny, the hateful , the violent, the loving, the soft, the annoying, the greedy, ...
DEPRESSION

DEPRESSION

The worst thing you can do when you have a depression episode is wish for it to be over.  I am blessed because I know how to separate my being from...
I AM STILL ALIVE

I AM STILL ALIVE

I smile because it is a charity for the smiled at, but I am not happy, grateful yes, but not happy.  I was born in and live within a system that de...
I AM JUST HERE

I AM JUST HERE

Kids have gone to school.  House is silent.  Twins are gone for heart check up.  Sitting still I started to realise that I disappeared into just be...
TO ALL THE YOUNG KILLERS OUT THERE

TO ALL THE YOUNG KILLERS OUT THERE

To all the young killers out there, the person you killed has left pain, you on the other hand are about to be eaten alive every second for the res...
MEMORIES OF MY PAST HAVE BECOME MURKY

MEMORIES OF MY PAST HAVE BECOME MURKY

Memories of my past have become murky, that's great news.  My memories created rage and disappointment with life which in turn made me dangerous at...
WHY I TEACH NO QUIT

WHY I TEACH NO QUIT

Why do I try to teach people that not quitting is the answer to realising new discoveries in themselves and life?   Because I want you all to go b...