Had a nice rest, tomorrow I am back on my grind. I missed it, still a bit foggy, afraid , confused at times, numb, tired, grumpy, short temper, but I also have experience not to act on how I feel. It’s chemical and will pass, haha. Ignorance is a c@nt that will no longer keep me in the STD of confusion. I know myself b%&ch and my rhythms. So everybody is safe from me, thank god.